6) PRAYERS
My malnutrition is not having enough clean air, food, clothing and viable shelter, population levels and mobility to relieve the bullying and environments to live, work and play in in order to digest, assimilatte and excrete the food I can manage to afford ever since I can remember. It's everything and everybody, everywhere and all the time pushing their dis-ease around, the Stamped of the Apocalyptically Ugly Consumption Rampagers.
Twitterable: #Malnutrition is n/havg nuf clean air, food, clothing & viable shelter, poplevels and mobility t/relieve t bullying & environments/t live, work and play in order t/digest the food since always. It's everyth and everybody, everywhere & all the time pushing their dis-ease around
The Reconciliation Prayer
February 12, 2023.
Here’s what is so frustrating, God. The
pope said today forgiveness is the first step to reconciliation. That’s true if he’s talking about fascists
forgiving their victims for wanting to live.
Fact: bullies are afraid of their own Gods for not forcing them to be
better and the forgiver sycophants who displace their anger on your faithful
but oppressed women and the disabled who you do expect better from and whose
unalienable rights have not been implemented through by what some religious
leaders may or could think of as perfecting creation. That’s why your humble servants can’t breach
the lost’s defenses. Perfecting creation
is a matter of “allowing for” sustenance to lawmakers. As you know it is a finite equation
impenetrable by public opinion. It is
clean, air, water, food, clothing, and shelter for all. This is what we need to defeat the
omnipresent violence of fascism, that which stops people from believing or the
confusion therein from my own experience, your faithful servant. Whether or not you exist should be irrelevant
to our leaders and whether or not the creators of the Bible believed is
irrelevant to my request because civilization can only truly exist with a
return to Eden. If we are only to
emulate a mortal, atheists and agnostics included, then that mortal must be a
model of fairness and justice whether or not you exist. All others are automatons, war mongers and
consumption rampagists. It was man’s
choice to choose to create himself.
Please help our lawmakers stop the injustices that have resulted. We cannot return without sustenance. I don’t think anybody wants too.
After 12 years of receiving a partially
sufficient diet and oxygen supply, I have been able to discern what really
happened in Eden, the event that keeps repeating itself, self-admittedly by
leaders and teachers of theology. But,
they left some pertinent details out easily discernible by past and current
events. In haste or jealousy, just
as he does today, man used his ability to be a giver to create another God
instead of splitting and creating a world for Eve, thus breaking the cycle of
life by not extending your generous gifts.
Instead, he hoarded enough away from Eve to violate her trust for her to
eat the forbidden apple. That’s what the Eve story filibusters out of our thought, not just that Eve was more vulnerable. Every person
abused out of a life needs to think about what really happened to understand
this. I know you wanted a rational companion, that is what I want, who
doesn’t because you created us in your own image, hence, man’s creation, if our
perspective is half full. If it’s not, I
believe one failed your test if it could be termed a test. Man said I can be that without God. He took your role without creating a world in
seven days for Eve through the simple act of being a good provider. That’s why Eve ate the apple, neglect. In such a pure state by today’s comparison
she would have felt a void whether or not she knew what he did; possibly she
was in denial out of fear she would be hurt worse, from my experience at
home. Even I can feel things that way to
this day; something hurtful on the way; or she may have felt she was being
tested unconsciously or consciously and reached for the apple to, at the very
least, call God back for advice. I would
have been enamored by the tree by then, spiritually. I think what we got was a part-time referee
because you had already left us to figure things out for ourselves because you
knew we could and you were never called back by man because he shielded his own
shame by lying about what really happened and he knows he can too.
They say the Bible repeats itself and this is what continues to happen
so we know that this is what was left out.
You were gone before Eve bit the apple by Adam’s megalomania just as we
have to deal with today so Adam made something us to dissuade us from further inquiry. LOL BIG TIME. Perfecting creation can prove to you that we are
candidates for our return to be your equals as simple as rising to the level of
rational companions, the same thing you wanted, another example of your own
infinite wisdom. Why would men do
experiments at all? Again, to dissuade us and manipulate public opinion. Some for continuing
the black wash and I pray to you now here with all my deepest hopes for many
more to expose the truths that will set all free who wish, hope or practice
following your complete wisdom which could be a simple act of reading or
studying and believing the Constitution of the United States as I have recently
discovered in January of 2023. I know
you didn’t give most people half an ass but that’s where pollution is taking us
so I need your help without delay. I
have tried to help people understand since I was a little girl, the best I
could with what I had but they persist in their self-interests even those who
say they follow you. I think the church
is only interested in a fraternal order of control. That is just a repetition of Adam’s
megalomania and dissuasion away from your love because it separates men and women in a way that denies most of us the
sustenance we need until we unfollow you and follow them only. Too many fall that way. That’s fascism. That’s why many Nazis dissociate themselves
with the church to protect it, especially the hard ballers. Rape sympathizers say, “That’s life,” to
demoralize your faithful from wanting to live at all.
Life? Maybe. Machine? Probably. Machine type? Consumption and
peeptrometers, absolutely (see definition blog). Human? Definitely not. Chemical?
Probably. Believers of you,
definitely not. I know now that machine
or human is an evolutionary choice just as you have revealed to me in the past
that evolution is as well but I understand this is only without your help. You might and I implore you to consider
calling the machine types zumans to distinguish your completely faithful from
the addicts of any kind. People should call on you when they feel abandoned, my
dearest Lord, not the church and not with addictions or any single thing like
the consumption rampage they are on when they address you because you don’t
make sense that way. So, please help
them make sense by ridding every one of us of every addiction they have. I implore you to help all our leaders to
separate the addicts from the non-addicts, not women from men or men from boys
and to have all of us receiving the clean air, water, food, clothing and viable shelter, population levels, and environments we need to live, work, and play in to stay and/or become rational companions, employees, employers, co-workers and parents, the only possible scenario
to emulating you by being true and loyal creators ourselves.
Sr. Mary Lou once told us that it matters how we pray. This requires sustenance in a specific unchangeable equation for now. If nothing else it can help you set goals and achieve them. I believe reconciliation begins with God, not man, the true source of our inspiration and hopes, until man has learned through billions of years of honest non-violent, non-hurtfully-experimental work how to create the heavens and Earth himself. Wait your turn, gents. The honest work that helps everybody everywhere is all the hell everybody needs. The pope said today, February 12, forgiveness is the first step to reconciliation. That gives dogs and cats more rights than socio-politically challenged women. If people were following me and not stalking me, they’d be in constant contact with God by now after five-generations of alleged following. When I first prayed for this when I was very much younger and with much less detail because I was dying of malnutrition, your usurper a man, the one they do follow, said ‘you’ll do it better later.’ I guess that means the fraternity of the church excludes women who are not followers of man's God and you can't follow the one true God or an emulation wallowing in addiction either. It doesn’t make sense to you, me or anybody. Everything that is truth begins with clean air, water, food, clothing and shelter and man does not create enough of that, yet. Right now, all leaders can do is “allow for” a simple unselfish task. If one were truly worthy of adult compensation or even the consensual thought of following you, he would not sacrifice others to any service without their consent.
Prayer 1) For all good people truly making an effort to improve the health and welfare of all people and the environment together without harming other innocent people or environments especially those that can't even get boots on the ground due to bullying and the exponentializing of disabilities. I pray for the at-home internment of all the world's insipid- insidious- sycophantic- mammy-leeching or not demons until they receive the necessary clean air, water, food, clothing and shelter they require to be rational companions.
Summer 2022
Praise the Lord my bully neighbors can finally tolerate themselves after reducing my only living breathing child, my yard, to a fraction of what would have been, an awesome beautiful likeness to you oh my Lord and an oxygen footprint capable of producing enough joy and sustenance for many families. I hope their satisfaction with themselves saves the rest of the Earth's ecosystems. Die tragerin Die moralesterin
Suzanne Bencho
Blog 6 Me the Person, blogger.com
Elizaschlitz Death Camp, Candyland Death Camp, PA
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